i am so awe by the super duper good dancers.. youtubing now.. watching all those lyrical hip hopers.. man.. i have a recent craving and addiction for lyrical hip hop.. lyrical hip hop is those kind of dance that is slow and smooth.. not agressive and strong.. some examples are songs by neyo..omarion..tamia..frankie J.. and the most recently song i learnt is cant help but wait by treyz song..

the first lyrical hip hop song i learn was wait for you by elliot yamin.. and i kinda fell in love with lyrical hip hop.. but it was until the second time i learnt baby love by nicole scherzinger that i realised that i kinda suck at lyrical.. lol.. i confirm that when i learnt from rizhal the song almost by tamia..totally lost...

damn.. the style its very different.. cos its more about following the lyrics rather than the counting.. this is what cs taught me.. patrick also commented in jitterbugs class that girls are the ones who are not very good at lyrical.. dunnoe why.. the guys seems much better.. man... i so wanna do well in that then.. hee..

recalling back the old days when i dunnoe a single thing about hip hop dance..and i thought i knew alot.. but i always like hip hop dance.. but the first contact was when seok jio me to go try out classes together.. and we joined hall dance together..then i realised that how lousy i was.. i suck at remembering steps.. and my senior commented that my body control is bad.. :( and i am not conscious of it..

then seok and i decided to join modern jazz (hip hop).. i totally couldnt remember the audition steps.. after that.. i felt really sad.. and i know my standard is totally not there.. in the end. seok got in.. i was left behind..

to be honest.. i was quite jealous of seok.. that her results are always better than me.. dance wise.. she is became really good too.. but it only lasted for a short while.. and becos of this.. seok became my source of motivation too.. i love seok! :) she encouraged me alot lah.. i am grateful..

i began to take up classes like seriously from patrick.. and it really did make mi improve.. training for hall dance also helped level me up.. all this lasted about one year ba.. until it was the next round of audition..

i wanted to try again.. but i was scared.. afraid.. that if i try... din get in.. i will be devastated lah.. " maybe i should not even try.. so i wun be disappointed.." this thought came to my mind.. until seok invited mi to dancetitude.. i watched the performance.. and i realised how much seok grew.. she is like super good.. and this motivated me alot too.. talked to pat.. and he encouraged me to join.. was really glad!!! so i plucked up courage and tried again.. this time round.. dont care.. just whacked.. i overcame my fears and tried..

few weeks later.. seok sms mi.. and said.." welcome to mj, dear.. so proud of you.." i was on the bus travelling home.. i was super elated.. the joy is equivalent to winning 100,000,000 dollars.. i was so excited on the bus that i almost cried out lah..

now i am happily leaning in jitterbugs.. mj.. and became the hall dance captian.. bliss.. :) i am soooo going to miss dance when i go to shanghai..